The Prison of Unmutual Love

I've fallen into this deep, cold, dark chamber of solitude.
I can see the light, but it hurts.
Why can't I look into it?
It's my only escape.
I want to walk towards it but the more I walk, the weaker I become.
And the more I look at it, the more the pain intensifies.
Why does it hurt so much?
I'm drawn to it more as I continue my struggle down this path.
But for some reason, it begins to fade out.
It fades and fades until it's completely out of my reach.
So I lay here, broken, conciously knowing I waited too long to move in towards it.
And now I'm here, alone, freezing in this cold dark chamber, feeling my heart slow down to its final beat.
Complete solitude until the light shines in this chamber, once more, to melt away the blocks of ice that froze my life into a lonely imprisonment.

The Tale Of My Miserable War

In the first battle, I took low blows.
I came and seduced her, a little steady and slow.
She walked from the car towards the building ahead,
I stopped her and pulled her to kiss her instead.
She was skeptical at first, not quite sure about it
But later on figured she very well liked it.

Then came battle two, time for a change
I had something that I wanted arranged.
I bought her a necklace, something cute just for her
I didn’t expect anything to between us occur.
I left my home, moved from my family and friends
In hopes that one day she and I could transcend.

Alas battle three, a new struggle starts
New signs of rejection that leave broken hearts.
She smiles to my face, cries to me back
Leaving me in confusion and going off track.
What did I do? Where did I go wrong?
I know. This whole time I wasn’t being too strong.

Long lasts the war and the battles are pointless
They didn’t go far, the attempts were worthless.
With time passing by and nothing achieved
I thought about things that I couldn’t believe.
I wasted my time fighting in vain
I gave it all up just to suffer in pain.